Mr Lonely...

Have you ever wish to be alone sometimes? Wish that everyone around you just vanish? That they will just leave you alone...just you and your world...sound nice doesnt it?

And what if what you wish for actually come true? Can you leave with it? Going through life alone...no pain to share...no joy to share...

I am writing this post is to remind myself what had happened...i do wish for it...a world of my own...my worries my problem...

It was good but for a moment...we are not meant to live alone...from 'wishing' to be alone...i end up being lonely...know the difference in them...we normally want to be alone...but no one wants to be lonely...

I suffer my one year being alone which ended up being lonely...it was painful but educational at the same time...being alone most of the time create a moment for you to think...to wonder about anything related to you or your surrounding...

Nah....i have friends around me....yeah you!! We join certain group of 'ppl' that we call friends maybe due to certain circumstances or having several common grounds...but do we feel belong? We yearn for acknowledgment...

I have several friends encountering this problem...being used by friends...since they know...why bother be friend those ppl? The answer is that we dont want to be alone...is it worth it? Only those ppl encountering this situation know best...

It pains me to see someone alone...cos i understand their pain as i am a loner myself...but i am no GOD...can touch everyone...i am not strong enough to go through life alone...i came alone and i will go alone...there is no reason i have to live alone...no man is an island!!
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Although i am bless with wonderful ppl around me...sadly i still feel the loneliness...may it be my fault or not...it doesnt matter...i am thankful...still...wont it be better if it wasnt all that?

Continuation

Almost forgot...addition post for career fair

For that four days...just want to share that all hardwork will pay off with a little of appreciation...the easiest appreciation is a thank you couple with a smile...

Wah!!...what a feeling...all those hardwork of carrying and cursing when we are ask to do this and that by other members were really paid off at the last day...or whenever they leave the fair...a quick chat with them when sending them off...with them thanking and giving gratitude for our hardwork...smiles all around and giving us 'goodbye' gifts...all those cursing just melted away...

We all need appreciation...no matter how is given...a little goes a long way...appreciate more to those around you...it doesnt matter if you mean it or not...just like us...who knows in front of us they smile and thank us...behind they curse us...we never know...but during that time...it change a lot...gave us the motivation to do more...

Is it that difficult to say thank you to others once a while?

Career Fair...

My Uni had organised an event for undergraduates, namely those final year undergraduates to give them a chance to seek a certain company to fill in the job vacant at that company...what is it? Career Fair 2009.

Yesterday was the last day for Career Fair. It was one of the main events of the year...beside convocation. During this 4 days, i was given a chance to participate in this mega-event as a crew under the technical group. Most of the crew consisted of my classmates so we enjoy each other companies during the fair.

After expose to PC fair as a technician and now also as technician in Career Fair, i can deduce that technician is a name to cover up our main job...a 'carrier'...haha whatever they need we carry, whatever they want we find and carry to them, almost all problems they come to find us.

It was an agonizing four days as we have to carry chairs and tables but it was a memorable and fruitful experience...during that time, we get to do 'favours' for the companies when they are asking for chairs and tables and also some mineral waters...in return we grab this opportunity to get close to them and ask about they purpose here and about the companies. Four days of seeing the same people, not knowing them is a pity...

So we be friended most of the HR who were taking care of the booth, and get more closed to the other HR where the companies are related to our field of study...*bias* but nobody wants to do things that are not benefitial to them right?

Only one particular booth we are so closed to that we share contacts with them...maybe due to the same age...as they are undegraduates also like us doing internship by going to career fairs of other universities...it was fun while it lasted...can share their life with ours...comparing universities regulation and stuff...haha

All in all, in a nutshell, try to get up from that comfortable chair and room and try out something...everyday is a new experience...experience only come if you go...is that simple...
Our life is not static but dynamic...be more out-going and you will discover many things that you missed...

Enjoy and have fun...you only got one chance to live this lifetime...make full use of it...and oh...do it in group because alone you go fast...but together you can go far!!

Have you ever notice...

Have you ever notice that your brain works like a battery? An everlasting battery self-powered and usually has an average lifespan of 60 years?

Our brain not only store data (as claimed ^_^) but also power our body such as our five senses and others...what i want to talk about is that most might notice it but never really give much thought into it...well i did and i want to share something about it...

Were you told that blind people have more sensitive touch and hearing? How was that possible? I believe that most of our brain has special 'quota' for each sensory department...and i believe the sight uses the most 'electricity' from the brain...LOL

Well...think about it...lets talk about our five senses...sight, hearing, touch, taste and smell...the most important of all is sight...so naturally it uses the most capacity from the brain...and when we close our eyes...we are practically minimizing the usage of the brain and thus have more 'electricity' for the other senses...

Try eating your favourite food with open eyes and closed eyes...any different?
Try touching the same way...hear...smell...

This is what i believe...there might be article about this so i am not sure but i am writing this based on my own experience and no reference is done. Try it...the best way to concentrate is to close your eyes and give more juice from the brain to other part of your body...and of course sleep...we CLOSE our eyes...DUH~

Trying Something New...

After looking through my own blog i notice i really know how to write...not by the means of using beautiful and bombastic words but lots and lots of words...haha

Those who like to read may find it amusing but the rest might be lazy so i am trying a new approach...still embryonic stage...but lets give it a chance and see of it will grow to what i hope for...which is to write shorter blogs about everyday experience and stuff...

Happy Reading!!!